OK here is the deal

I recently have been scopin out a lot of peoples pages and goin through a lot of shit myself and I looked at this page and almost puked at how naive and crappy it was I mean it was stupid how I set it up basically it was shallow comments written one night at about 1 on new years eve it sucked and it had no FEELING whatsoever I hate that not that you would even get to know the real me but I could at least do a little better than this

A lot of stuff on my page has nothing to do with anyone but me the Quotes page most of all I am having a lot of shit happen right now that makes me thing if I wasn't becoming the things that I despise other people doing.

I have to deal with my shit and learn from it to learn who I want to be and who I am if I am lucky some day I will understand but from the looks of things it won't be anytime soon

when this is back up I'll post it in the whats new page or something I guess but don't count on it being anytime soon hehe I am lazy as it is to produce something good its gonna take a while. but to Ryan,Ben,Cian,and Tony I tell you guys literally without you guys I wouldn't be here I'd be sitting in a padded room bangin my head on the wall and thanx to Bryce and Kourt I needed to learn some of that stuff sooner or later =)

THE PAGE IS HALFWAY DONE!!

go there to see it but be prepared to know that its not all the way finished and there is a lot to be done (I shouldn't be even puttin this up here BUT OHH WELL

"I'm not bitter.....I just hate my life......"

For Whom The Southern Belle Tolls (Christopher Durang)

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